"I need help!" The
voice on the other end of the phone line sounded weak,
groggy and frightened-it took a few seconds to figure out
who was speaking. It was "Mary," a new friend. "Where are
you, Mary?" I could tell that something was seriously
wrong. "I'm in the General Hospital. Can you come and
help me?"
As soon as I was able
to leave the house, I drove to the hospital-all the while
wondering: "Why did she ask for me? We hardly know each
other."
I found Mary lying in a
hospital bed that was totally disheveled-dried vomit was
obvious by appearance and smell. Her hair was wild and
matted with more vomit. Her mascara had obviously smeared
across the pillow. She was pale -- very pale -- and
shaky.
"What has happened? Why
are you here?" I asked.
"I tried to kill
myself," she replied. "And everyone is angry with me. The
nurses have not helped me comb my hair, or wash my face
even."
"Tell me about it," I
invited while I opened her nightstand and found the
basin, soap and a washrag. I filled it wit warm water,
then sat on her bed and began gently wiping the tears
from her face.
"Roger and I split up,"
she began. "He had the kids this weekend and I was so
depressed I took a whole bottle of sleeping pills. I
wanted to die."
Considering the fact
that Mary was barely five feet tall and weighed may be 95
pounds, I wondered if she had really ingested a full
bottle of pills.
"How many did you
take?" I asked softly.
"I'm not sure. They
told me they found 34 pills undigested when they pumped
my stomach."
"Oh, then someone found
you right away?" I was being quite logical.
"No, actually, that's
why I called you. I was not found until my husband
brought the children home-48 hours after I had swallowed
the pills."
I was quiet for a few
minutes as I took it all in. Rationally, that was not
possible. Yet here she was alive, although a bit rough
looking.
Her next comment really
surprised me. "I thought of you right away. Remember the
day you came to my house and told me that God loves me?"
I nodded my head. "Well, my husband and I had a good
laugh at you. We thought you were a 'nut-job' for doing
that. But when I came to from having my stomach pumped,
you and your words where flooding my mind. That's why I
called you."
I had finished bathing
her face, neck, chest and arms. I could not find a hair
brush, so I took the comb from my purse and began gently
combing her hair.
"Do you believe me
now?" I asked kindly.
"Well, someone must
love me. I should have died and well -- here I am
alive."
Mary did live. In a few
months she and her husband re-married and the last I
heard they were expecting child number six!
As I reflect on this
entire event, I can now see how Mary's soul had reached
out to my soul when we first met. With my mind, I thought
we had become friends because we were both doctor's wives
with five children. Our family similarity had created a
little "bond" between us. At that time, I was a little
"missionary"-full of faith in God and eager to share my
faith with anyone who would listen. I had not yet learned
the "golden rule" which states: "If they haven't asked
the question, they don't want to hear the
answer."
At the same time I was
full of zeal, I was also paying attention to little
"Spirit nudges"-those soft, gentle nudges to do something
that wasn't on my agenda for the day. Sometimes the nudge
would be to phone someone and encourage or just listen to
them. At other times the nudge would be stronger and I
would stop in the middle of doing the dishes and go see
that person. It was just such a nudge from Spirit that
prompted me to visit Mary that day. Of course, my
rational mind needed an excuse to visit her and the most
important message of God's love was primary in my heart.
So she got the whole speech! When I left her house that
day, I simply turned it over to Spirit and did not worry
about how well she received that "good news." I had done
my part. And now, Spirit had done its part in
demonstrating God's love to her and keeping her
alive.
You may be wondering
what this story has to do with the Law of Attraction.
Actually, it has everything to do with the Law of
Attraction on a deep soul level. When we first learn
about the Law of Attraction, we become aware of how it
works-we become conscious of it and we start monitoring
our thoughts. That's a beginner's awareness: "LOA 101."
Now, we are growing and evolving in our understanding
that something inside us is a very powerful magnet and it
is drawing to us situations which bypass our conscious
mind.
This powerful magnet is
our soul. Our subconscious mind is very connected to our
soul. And our soul has a direct line of communication to
our "supra-conscious mind" or Divine Mind. Our souls
communicate with one another in ways our minds cannot
grasp. It is very non-linear and on a very high level of
consciousness that is wordless-pure vibration.
You don't have to be a
guru meditating on a mountain top for hours every day to
recognize your soul's messages to you. Just pay attention
to those little "nudges," little "inklings," little
"hunches"-remember your soul needs your body to cooperate
even though it does not make rational sense. You don't
have to understand it; you just have to respond to the
'nudge.'
You may not realize how
many people are alive today, because you followed that
nudge and spoke kindly, bought them a meal or simply said
a prayer for them. It could be the person standing in
front of you at the bank has thoughts of suicide, yet
their soul timed it so your soul would stand in close
proximity.
Your soul is Life! Will
you acknowledge your soul and choose to honor it to the
best of your ability? Nothing more is
required.